Its was Thursday and i am totally not excited
about Friday. As i going to have math quiz
again. Prof had postponed the quiz twice in a row.
I don;t think we can escape from death once more.

Today work was kinda boring yet frustrating,
went on site to support on a testing. But my
knowledge on the tech that i am supporting is
not as strong. So i can't really help much, its
my colleague who was used to handle that
technology knows it all. I still have much to
learn!!.

After Bedok OLP testing, went over to bedok
mall to get myself a thumb drive, where i need
it for my lab session in awhile time. I do have
my superman thumb drive, but it keep failing
me, and i have no idea why. Cheap stuff always
don't perform!!!

Its now really become a keychain. only

Rushed over to lab today, and was late for 10 min.
So everyone started on their verilog programming
while me still figuring what happening in the past
10min, kinda of sad, no 1 tell me what happen, as i
don't have friends over there. I have to figure out what's
happening and what i miss. So this was the question.

A simple few line, but we need write alot coding

So i figured so long on how to do it, but i don't even
know how to start or write my coding, so i have no
choice to call prof and tell him, i seriously know
shit. Please explain it how to write to me, and
the PHD student was kind enough to show me
a draft code but didn't really explain it to me.

It was just that few lines

And i can't figure this simple code in past 25 mins,
that i need help for the coding. Proceed on to
Question 2 and that part, most of the student can't
get it. I, myself is not excluded, staring at the com
hoping some miracle will come in to my mind. And
the worst news is. next next week its the lab test.
WHATTTT.!!!!!!!! Only 1 practice session, the
following lesson will be Lab test already!!!!!.
WTHHHHHH,
I am dead!!

I left class knowing this shit is getting closer and
realize there another shit quiz tml that waiting for
me to fail. The level of study is really different, at
poly i know how to do, just that maybe i can't score
so well. But at Uni, i totally no clue how to do,
trying to fake my way to write like i know. Damn it

Feeling damn low, thinking am i really suitable for
this course. Or is really studying a good choice
for me? Why do i feel i don't belong to here, getting
a degree seem like a dream rather than a goal for
now. To be honest, i don't think i have interest in
engineering, but back to topic, i don't think i am
interested in anything too. If not engineering what
else can i do?

So with a low feeling and a hungry stomach, i
decided to get some thing that can atleast make
me feel abit better.

Actually it didn't really make me happier

Reached home around 1040, and i started my
skinny mint. had my night cleanse now. i
going to sleep now and thinking how am i going
to survive tml for the quiz. Most likely i going
to study secretly at office. Damn Siannnnn

Not really in a mood. Nites guys.

Dan Chia 85.6Kg
*Sometime we want to disappear from the world, but actually we wanted to be found