Today's post is about "Transparent to most eye" and I seriously quite sad abt it. Ever since secondary school I been a gd listening ear to most of my friend and giving constructive option to them in my view.

But sometime I just feel people when have problem then come find me. When I feeling down, just wish to speak to some1. Who can I approach? Some may seem ok to approach, but after chatting awhile it will turn back to hearing and solving their problems.

And I will not go "hey! now is listening to my problem!!" I will just go with the flow and off track my topic. And even worst, there some that heard my story already and tell me they are even worst than what had happen to me, they are even suffering worst that me, my problem is nothing compare to theirs. HEY, i know u had your own problems, but now instead of comfort me u are lecturing me? whats the point, and mostly it became that i will tok nicer back and comfort him/her. Again from hearing my problem to trying to comfort him and try to solve his/her problem. That what I feel sad. I may look happy and always giving advise. But when problem hit me, who is there to tell me "hey everything is going to be alright, I am here to share your problem." No! No one. Family and cousin is not the normal person u will Tok to when come to problem right?

It's just so selfish, where friends can't scurife their time. When I did willingly. But that bring to not all as "dumb" as I am. Ya I know I know. Like what my mum say, in life we don't wish for a give back, just do/give what u think it's right, that's enough. Hmm had be doing it all my life. But sometime u just wan grumble abit. No diff that I also wan to grumble sometime in life lol.

It's always the good looking, The smart, the joker, the talented get the attention. Like me, neither do I had all this qualities, always been transparent to most eyes. U just miss me even I standing infront of u. Or when in trouble/happy/normal times where I stand by your side all the times, but your vision only saw your target person. And doesn't even know I am around or worst doesn't even notice my presence. That the worst it can be. And it always happen to all of us.

We tend to overlook the 1 care for us and care the 1 that is not worth our care. Am I really that transparent? had been thinking this question since just now. And I kinda of feel, I been transparent to most eye for years.

I guess this is a emo post. It just my personal thoughts. Like it or not pls dun give negative feed back. Thx

Dan *I just need a change in life.

My iPhone cover spoilt afew days ago damn. And that cover was given to me by Elvina. Now I am damn lazy to get a new 1 just bare with it and carry on using it.

Recently, had been posting entry through using iPhone haha. And I loving it. Lol. Though it have the oversize pic problem but I think it's quite ok. Lol

Had been toking to my junior recently, make me feel I kinda of miss school. Haha I wish I could help u on study but I really Lao Liao no confident to teach lol.
Life now is really dull. It's so dull that I dun even know what to write. Cos everyday is the same thing nth much happen.

Oh say to this I met Kendrick Xiaoyan Zhong yesterday for mahjong session. It's been near 2 years since I last mj with Kendrick. Haha quite shock that he is the 1 that jio mj haha. Lost but still awesome. It's abt the togetherness right? money dun see too impt. Wonder when will we have another session or any outting.

Haha and yesterday I am pastamania delivery virgin no more. First time order pastamania online. Haha cool shit. Order creamy chicken though the pasta seem to be esser but I think it's taste nicer lol. And the sauce is 99, lol

That's what happen yesterday. For today currently I on bus 72 on my way to expo for food fair with mama. She say it's been long since we both go out, and I can't agree to it even more. So I now going to meet her, and going to force her buy to buy some food and stock at home muhahaha. That's the best thing u can do when u are out with parent right? Lol

Feel that every1 is giving love and receiving love all around me. Ofcos there some single same as me. Haha I kinda of miss the feeling of loving some1 or been love. Oh well drop this subject next time got feel then write now Bo feel. Lol.

Kk food food here I come.!!!!

Dan *love some 1 is Xin Fu but been love is even more Xin Fu. =) right?

On my way to basketball court, but it's raining out here, damn it. Its been so long since my last bball. And finally here a chance, and where I am able to wake up at 830am, it's rains. =(

Still haven't post graduation entry, due to haven't collect all the pics and Abit of laziness. Lol. Life after ceremony, was dull once again. Maple story again. Last time play maple is like by interest. Now playing maple is more like Bo bian, need to kill time. Lolz

oh well come to think I wonder now how many are looking at this old and un-updated blog. Haha Kk nvm that.

Another thing happen recently had been mj 3 leg 20cent 40cent with fei. And for the past 4 session I play, I lost 3 of them -.- and I always lose the maximum and win the minimum. Which is for 3 session I clear pot of 100 dollar. And the only session that I won was 10 dollar -.- WTF Sia. Nv been Soooooooooo suay. Lol. Think it's a Gd idea to stop mj for now -.- gov give me money. Then i like share 50% to my friends -.- oh that sux.

Kk I have reach basketball court. Post later ciaos for now.

Dan* y cry for some1 that's not worth those tears?