Tues super wordy. read this, if u wan to know me more, i really like to see how many of u survive through this post
its been a week since i last post.
so sry for my laziness.
life have been boring recently, with all
the project, assignment date due and quiz
coming up.

i felt life is not as happening as what
i have in the past few months. as for
last week for e.g out of 7 days. i spending
5 days sitting on my ass to play mj.
while 1 day, having E2 meeting. and
the other day lieing down at home.

i have so much things to share on the net
but its just not right to write it online.
blog is so un pvt. and must be written in care.
but sometime i been thinking, y should i care
abt who will saw, or what that person think.
its my blog, my space, my freedom. but normally,
this tot will only last for 5 sec. and i will
normally write a long post of what i wan to
verge or not happy with, and in de end i will
just backspace all the way. oh well i guess
thats me. weakling me.

been commented by friends in diff stage in life,
i may be a "Hao" ren but normally hao ren
dun really get the gd things. its always
hao ren get the shit. carry the burden.
this happen in both life and r/s.

major stuff happen to me recently, which kinda of
make me speechless, and lost my way for a while.
i just cant understand. everything happen so
quick. and its not i am to slow to catch it.
its i dun even have a chance to do anything.
i guess only a handy of u know abt it. and thanx
for your advice/listening ears. it may be nth to u
but mean alot to me. i always try to act a strong
front. but i am just to soft in the inside. even
worst i maybe soft on the outside too.

okok stop updating abt what happen recently and
back to the daily challenge which i fail to
do. todays challenge was.
Day 3: 100 words or more about yourself
ok, 100 words? it may seem long. but its not.
let me just start with my name. Dan chia peng seng
i am 23 this year born in 20/09/1988. i have a
irritating brother, and a lovely warm family.
i been slping on the sofa even since secondary 1.
starting it was becos i always watch tv while going
to slp. and it become a habit. but not long ago
my room(which i share with my bro) was almost fully
occupied by my evil brother. which make me no
choice to slp at the living room.

i been call "peng seng" all the while until i finish
secondary school. once i enrolled to ITE, i was call
"Dan" which is named by my first gf. was intended to
have a "vincent" as my name. but "dan" really sound
nicer. ever since i was called dan. thats the part
i guess not alot pple know how "dan" come from.

i love playing basketball, at my top peak period
i weight 69 kg. which i play bball almost every day
and physical training 3 times a week. and that
period happen to be a age of 15. which is 8 years
ago. currently i am 90kg. still with passion on
bball. just that i doesn't have active bball friends
now. so sometime bball is out of the topic.

i only have 2 gf until now. the first 1 lasted
3years and 9mths. while the current 1, is still
on going. but its kinda of unstable. i love to be
in a stable r/s. i always like to give in my all
just to make my gf happy. but with that i guess
it didn't achieve what i wants. it even make her
more uncomfortable? i guess.

i was never once a leader quality i been follower
for most of my life that i can remember. i guess
being a E2 main comm. is a huge step for me. and
i believe thats y i chose horse to represent me.
on the surface, its means horse nv stop running.
but to look in deeper. maybe i mean. all horse
need to have a rider. i cant lead, but i can
support my rider to achieve our goals.

i have so much to say. but its seem to be off
topic as this topic is abt ME. so i shall skip
to next point. which is, i may be a very gd joker
in diff type of face. or put it simply i have lots
of faces in life. in diff group putting on diff
faces. i can be very quiet, can be very random,
can be very joker. but it just depend on the
friends group. i have no idea y. the most
comfortable personality for me? i serious cant
answer that. i been trying to break free, from
quiet dan to funny/joker dan. but guess not all
i can show that face to u.

i do agree, i am a very emotional person. but
i been thinking am i really 1? i use to be a
very happy go lucky person. when i was younger
my fundamental in life was. if u are happy also
passes a day, if u are sad also passes a day.
why not chose the happy day.
but i have no idea, i kinda of dun get this
fundamental in life. maybe is becos i am spoilt
by my family. but compare to others. i believe
i am much better. some time i just randomly
say i will like to play bball. thats when i
really dun have mood, something cock up, smth
bothering me. i just wish to play bball, a sport
that i enjoy alot. to forget what happen.
(i guess that better and healthy, than choosing
smoking or drinking lolzz)

As for my character. its was say to be i am a
gd guy. in a more bad words, i am a too easy going
person. where pple tend to take advantage of.
and i normally let them even though i think its
mafan. its just my natural to help pple, doing
things myself, letting other have a rest while i do
all the stuff. but this is a NONO for a leader
quality. i guess this applied on both life and
in a R/S. i been remind and remind that, i been
too gd in anything i do. but being a bad guy just
so hard for me. asking me to reject some help that
i can help is just so difficult for me.

like what i mention on the very top of this post.
i just some weakling, but then i dun think i have
low self esteem. its kinda of confuse when i
say this, i know. cos its in my natural to be like
that and i think its ok. where my friends see, i
am suffering so much which i dun even know.

seriously i think i been quite bending my points.
until i dunno what to write, but i guess
thats basically whats dan chia peng seng about.
if u are still reading this until this part of
this post. pls tag on my tag board. i will really
like to know your view of me. and ofcos tell me
that u care for me.

loves dan. *life is nv fair to began with