Today's post is about "Transparent to most eye" and I seriously quite sad abt it. Ever since secondary school I been a gd listening ear to most of my friend and giving constructive option to them in my view.

But sometime I just feel people when have problem then come find me. When I feeling down, just wish to speak to some1. Who can I approach? Some may seem ok to approach, but after chatting awhile it will turn back to hearing and solving their problems.

And I will not go "hey! now is listening to my problem!!" I will just go with the flow and off track my topic. And even worst, there some that heard my story already and tell me they are even worst than what had happen to me, they are even suffering worst that me, my problem is nothing compare to theirs. HEY, i know u had your own problems, but now instead of comfort me u are lecturing me? whats the point, and mostly it became that i will tok nicer back and comfort him/her. Again from hearing my problem to trying to comfort him and try to solve his/her problem. That what I feel sad. I may look happy and always giving advise. But when problem hit me, who is there to tell me "hey everything is going to be alright, I am here to share your problem." No! No one. Family and cousin is not the normal person u will Tok to when come to problem right?

It's just so selfish, where friends can't scurife their time. When I did willingly. But that bring to not all as "dumb" as I am. Ya I know I know. Like what my mum say, in life we don't wish for a give back, just do/give what u think it's right, that's enough. Hmm had be doing it all my life. But sometime u just wan grumble abit. No diff that I also wan to grumble sometime in life lol.

It's always the good looking, The smart, the joker, the talented get the attention. Like me, neither do I had all this qualities, always been transparent to most eyes. U just miss me even I standing infront of u. Or when in trouble/happy/normal times where I stand by your side all the times, but your vision only saw your target person. And doesn't even know I am around or worst doesn't even notice my presence. That the worst it can be. And it always happen to all of us.

We tend to overlook the 1 care for us and care the 1 that is not worth our care. Am I really that transparent? had been thinking this question since just now. And I kinda of feel, I been transparent to most eye for years.

I guess this is a emo post. It just my personal thoughts. Like it or not pls dun give negative feed back. Thx

Dan *I just need a change in life.