WED
k i finally blogged to today liao.
had been updated past event. i am to tired
to remember what happen last time. kk
lets say abt today. didn't have school.
today. but came school for swimming session
at 4 with jeannie and elvina. So, i reach
school early at 12.30 to slack and chitchat
abit.

lunch-ed with jeannie harith and cass at E2
after elvina came. and we all chat chat abit.
but soon after something happen. oh well
if u know GD. if u dun. dun know better.
after that elvina went for project jeannie
went for cds. me and harith went to refill
the empty bottle and soon he left for his mp.
left me alone in the room. so i clean up
the mess abit sweep sweep here sweep sweep there.

after that, i had a HTHT chat with elvina
which make me feel so sry. the things that
she say, make me think, y can't i do a better job
in the first place. then she will not think
that way. i had lots of thoughts after it.
soon jeannie came back from cds. and we talk
things out. HTHT again. heard alot and thoughts
alot too. i am the only 1 that had the most
contact time, if i not wrong. but if only i do
something more. i could just stop this from
happening. maybe its my fault for not doing it.

after that me jeannie and elvina went to sch
pool for swimming session. DAMN both of them
are like MERMAID. they swam so fast-_- i feel
like a slowpoke for that 2hrs. when i swimming
i been thinking what elvina say again. Did we
ever thought the reason of it, before we point
our finger at some1? Fairness? been swimming
4 laps only before we start our HTHT again.

after that we left the pool at 6. bathe and went
back to E2. where jeannie leave us first. elvina
took her stuff and went to find jerome them.
(i swear i will not say sme is warmer than E2 again)
can see from her face, she not that happy of it.
if its me, i think i will not like it too.

back at E2 played some push up games. where both my
hand now are so weak now. i wonder how i gym tml.
after all the fun we pack up and go. and at this
moment something really bad happen. i accidentally
broke my laptop screen, i was so careless that i did
not saw my power plug is still on the keyboard. and i
force close my screen down, and i hear the crack sound.
ITS OVER!!!! STEAM!!!!! i on it again it become this

its may look nice. but ITS FREAKING CRACKED!!!

was very emo until, i tok
wendy where she str8 shoot me. so what, u
going to emo of this little things. this is
where i stop emo and start thinking of solution
than crying over a spill milk. but i guess
it will cost me a bomb to repair it. no choice.
who call me so careless. THIS IS LIFE.

Had been exercising every day this week. but
i still lack of determination. if u know what
i mean. is like slimming down. u must have a
something like motor to keep u determine to
carry on the exercise. i also dunno how to put
my thoughts of this in words. oh well, hopefully
i been determine by something or some1 soon.
if not i sense the slimming plan is just a plan
where no 1 is going to do it.

thats all for today.

dAn *seriously i was happy when i saw the sentence.