WED.
Currently in Kok's MP room, slacking/resting
radio termtest was not that bad. atleast
there finally a subject i read can understand.
just pei boon them to pass up money for
BB's camp to grace. lolZz

she look like she is sick and trouble sia.
nth much i can do or say. just try to smile
more at her. be strong gal.

i still have 1 more paper to finish my termtest
but i still dun feel relax. not only becos the
last paper is going to be a super duper hard 1.
its more becos, for this holiday, i will not have
any holiday. going give all my time to E2 for
the subcomm camp.

haha i am not here to complain, as every 1 of us
was trying very hard to sacrifice our timing for
this SCC. As a first timer programmer head, i
seriously wonder for my camp program flow. i really
scare particate will not be happy,
will not enjoy it. or so.

i more fear, my fellow main comm, will push the
blame to me when problem appear. like
"dan lah!! he program head ma. all his fault."
i know this will not happen ar. but i just fear
WHAT IF this really happen. i wondering y did i
really take up this task. whats my main objective
for being a main comm.

sometime, i have doubt on it. termtest was a
super jialat for me. str8 after termtest was
not worry i did bad at termtest, how to improve.
first in mind was, SCC coming program not done
how!!. friends was not that support me. all i
get was negative feedback. like become slave
become dog and so. oh well i know they are
joking ar. but still some how will impact me.

i always wonder, did i make a correct choice
in my year 3. or maybe i should just be a
no body, and finish my poly life just like that
mMm. its contradicting sia. oh well.
since i make my choice. i shall work hard for
it. the comm, to me until now still not very
bonded. countless of time to dinner together
but nv once all of us can make it together.
oh well. lets hope its get better than worst
for the future.!!

for now, i should just think how to pass my
FASC tml. GOD BLESS ME.

dAn *LIVE WELL. BE STRONG!