Tuesday.
full Theory today again, but with new teacher
the teacher was quite funny. he dunno a indian
or what country but he do have the accent. and
quite hard for us to understand. today topic was
"composites". And the teacher was repeating the
point AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.

and he power sia. lesson start ar 8.30 but 9.20
got pple sleeping liao. teacher str8 say since
pple sleeping, we shall have sleep break. cos he
say i know its very dry for u all, if u all slp
i find no point teaching. haha then we really all
sleep. teacher even off the light.

after 30min. where all awake. then start, but 20min
later is our tea break lolZz another 30min break
super slack sia lolZz. i like this teacher. think
my break for today is more than 2.5 hr lolZz

lesson ended. and its time for bball. but the sky
was so dark, and we all fear it will rain. but
lucky, nv rain. haha played full court and lots
of matches. quite shoik sia. bathe and dinner
after that. and now back home super tired.

i have no idea what happen to me recently.
i having a hard time accepting jokes.
and i felt i am childish. is this how a 21 year old
should be thinking. i shall not say names or what
happen. its just how i felt this few weeks. coping
with new life is not easy, there only classmate
but not friends in class. chances to see poly friends
is so limited.
my life seem to lost it colours. its quite difficult
to cope with it. i lost confident in me, overweight
has been 1 of the factor. i been bother by things
and stuff that i say or though. i can't believe i have
this kind of childish thinking/doing.
life sux for now
no idea y i have this whole essay written here.
its just feel every 1 is busy with their life and
there not much friends that can share or tell.
sometimes u just need some 1 to listen. just
listen will do. i now hoping for a better life
ahead.

dAn * Do what which needs to be done.