Thursday
today its my 3rd time playing mj for this
week, this time at jacq hus with kok and xy.
when i wake was already 3++
and went down to jacq place to play
play only 1 and half pot and i lost
abit.

totally no mood to play dunno y.
i dun even know what i am doing.
i keep hitting the wrong tiles and
nv keep my head str8, like anyhowing

after that i went down to ken's place
for another round of mj. really feel like
my occupation is mj-er. here play
there play. everyday also play.

then for friday and sat its both pack
with mj again. oh no!!!!! think after
this week i see mj tiles also will vomit.
thats all for thursday


*random
ya got 1 thing keep bothering me now.
its my dental appointment. i miss my
appointment yesterday. and wanted to
book another slot. i called them and
check with them. and in de end, i
found out that. the earliest is 9
and latest is 4.30 for my appointment
where my lesson start at 8.30 and
end at 4.15 EVERYDAY mon-fri.
and where my dental is at outram.
which is 45 min traveling time from
TP to national dental centre.

and the dental dun have sat and sun
appointment. die liao lor. really is
so screwed. damn!! guess i have to
skip this whole 4 month appointment.


*random2
when i was going down from jacq hus
to ken hus. i alight at the wrong bus
stop and have to walk quite a distance.
during that period of time, i been thinking alot.

i been thinking my future, what i
going to be in the future. and been thinking
y we alive in the world, just to study, work
serve ns. dunno y, suddenly feel life is so
boring. having dream and goal will make life
better but how many of us really have a dream
or goal that we really work hard for.

its like there isn't a direction. couldn't see
what route to take. its just so hard to explain
i really thinking alot at that moment, but theres
many tot and none of it really came up to my mind
is like think this 1 half switch to next liao.
(if u can understand what i mean)

its 5.10am now. maybe my brain is not function
correcting, simply things also cannot remember
much liao. i shall go to slp. and hope to
is a better day.


dAn *its a day if u live it happily, its also a day if u live it sadly, might as well just spend it happily.