10 of jan

lots of thing happen and i feel so emo today dunno
missed the bus taking with mishu and teh today
cos they will on single deck when at my stop
its packed with pple
then its seem ok untill going end of sch
i suddenly feel i am kinda of small and useless
dunno y just suddenly emo
then i asked friend not to wait for me and i stood
alone and think abt problems

hey i may just not be your cup of tea afterall
i am a jerk and i am poor nth i can help it
i quarrel with my gf and i am quite not happy with it
fault is on me i know. i requested a 2 week cool off period.
and hey u are not the 1 that is tired
i am tired too. ya dun always think u are gd which u maybe
not. and this 2 week of reflection i hope we both tot
carefully and THINK hard what we want
its getting no where k my world is in a mess now
i dunno what to do pls some1 show me some direction
guild me which way should i go
i am on a shi zi lu kou(junction)
if i dun cross its save(do nth)
if i cross i fear car will knock me down
and there always left turn and right turn
i just dunno which way should i go
there no turning back now
2 week will be a long wait hope u take care yourself
and pls dun be bossy k always try to call pple out
and not hope pple call u out.
it get u no where. i feel kind of in deep shit now
hopefully tml i will not emo -_-
and now only the jui jing chorses part sang
what i wan to say now. i am just a lousy bf

tml is netball day hope to have fun